LONG DAY

I'm taking a short break from my unbelievable cramming for tomorrow's exam. My head's already throbbing but I can't stop for long because I have like 3 more chapters to go. Wah. This is all my fault. Oh well.

This day felt like it was really long. I tried to study the moment I got home from road painting yesternight and stopped to rest around 2am. I tried to sleep but I just can't until I realized it was already 4:45 and I had to prepare for the fund run. Got there earlier than everyone else! Haha And then went home in the hope of getting just even a little sleep to give me a bit more energy. Fortunately, I did have sleep but only for like an hour or even less. The off to Araneta for the cheerdance.

Wow. Super wow. Really proud of the UP Pep! They simply never fail to surprise people (HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND CONGRATULATIONS CARLOU!!!!!!). Went home right after UP's performance. Hahahaha. I was dead sleepy already! I slept and woke up at around 8:30, dilly-dallied for a while and felt a rush of nervousness. Hahaha So I grabbed my readings and started doing what I should've been doing for the past days!

Procrastination is the biggest sin ever. Haha

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Wala lang, this is just so weird and it took me quite a while to figure out why.. ewan.

I'm a certified hematophobic. My family could attest to that. I nearly faint at the sight of blood or any kind of wound, for that matter. It doesn't matter how small or big the wound is. If there's blood... you'll probably notice my whole face starting to look bland with my lips slowly turning to white and I don't know. I just can't bear the sight of anything painful. I even remember rushing myself to the clinic back in highschool just because I got pricked by a needle. Someone always has to cover my wounds for me because I will certainly freak out seeing blood flowing.

And what's weird? When I saw him bleeding this morning, there was much of worry than fear. For the first time, I was not scared to look at it. Heck, I was even touching it but I wasn't scared. I didn't want to see the blood not because I was scared but because I know it's giving him pain. Weird. Very weird, indeed.

Or maybe it's a sign. Maybe I already overcame my fear! Haha

Basta. Amazing.