Aaaaarrrrgggghhhhh.
Procrastination.
Worries.
Annoyance.
MUST FOCUS.
Monday, July 28, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
What a day
I wasn't feeling well the whole day. My body aches and Jay Anne just seemed to love hearing me cringe every time she hits me. Hehe. I've been trying to cope with everyone since my 146 class. I was really drained and I didn't know why. I had to run errands after class despite the extreme heat. I was still fine around lunch time.
Came my 145 class. I think I would've been still fine if the elevator was working and we don't have to work our thighs and must I say, our whole body, going up the 5th floor of Eng'g. After class, we all have to walk back to Stat under the raging heat. That's when my energy gave up on me. My head was already throbbing and I can't walk too far a distance. I resorted to sleeping at the council room while everyone else pretty much enjoyed laughing at the tambayan. Boo.
And then the moment I got home, I cleaned up myself and went straight to sleep. Right now, I'm still feeling the headache. :(
This is not the first time I experienced this and it's scary whenever I have to go through it. I guess I was traumatized during my FOPC days for being bedridden 3 days straight. :(
Must get enough rest.
Anyway, here's a cryptic (as what Han would call my posts) line:
Not quite what I expected. You're becoming all too obvious. Spare me the reckoning, try to be discreet.
Came my 145 class. I think I would've been still fine if the elevator was working and we don't have to work our thighs and must I say, our whole body, going up the 5th floor of Eng'g. After class, we all have to walk back to Stat under the raging heat. That's when my energy gave up on me. My head was already throbbing and I can't walk too far a distance. I resorted to sleeping at the council room while everyone else pretty much enjoyed laughing at the tambayan. Boo.
And then the moment I got home, I cleaned up myself and went straight to sleep. Right now, I'm still feeling the headache. :(
This is not the first time I experienced this and it's scary whenever I have to go through it. I guess I was traumatized during my FOPC days for being bedridden 3 days straight. :(
Must get enough rest.
Anyway, here's a cryptic (as what Han would call my posts) line:
Not quite what I expected. You're becoming all too obvious. Spare me the reckoning, try to be discreet.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
The sweetness in me :)
Since Statsoc has been into Seasons of Love for the past days, I'll post one of the bestest and my most loved song from Rent...
live in my house i'll be your shelter just pay me back with one thousand kisses be my lover and i'll cover you
open your door i'll be your tenant don't got much baggage to lay at your feet but sweet kisses i've got to spare i'll be
there and i'll cover you
i think they meant it when they said you can't buy love now i know you can rent it and new lease you are my love one life be
my life
just slip me on i'll be your blanket wherever whatever i'll be your coat
you'll be my king and i'll be your castle
no you'll be my queen and i'll be your moat
i think they meant it when they said you can't buy love now i know you can rent it and new lease you are my life one life oh
my life
i've longed to discover something as true as this is
So with a thousand sweet kisses i'll cover you with a thousand sweet kisses i'll cover you
when you're worn out and tired when you're heart has expired
if you're cold and you're lonely you've got one nickel only
with a thousand sweet kisses i'll cover you with a thousand sweet kisses i'll cover you
oh lover i'll cover you
yeah
oh lover i'll cover you
live in my house i'll be your shelter just pay me back with one thousand kisses be my lover and i'll cover you
open your door i'll be your tenant don't got much baggage to lay at your feet but sweet kisses i've got to spare i'll be
there and i'll cover you
i think they meant it when they said you can't buy love now i know you can rent it and new lease you are my love one life be
my life
just slip me on i'll be your blanket wherever whatever i'll be your coat
you'll be my king and i'll be your castle
no you'll be my queen and i'll be your moat
i think they meant it when they said you can't buy love now i know you can rent it and new lease you are my life one life oh
my life
i've longed to discover something as true as this is
So with a thousand sweet kisses i'll cover you with a thousand sweet kisses i'll cover you
when you're worn out and tired when you're heart has expired
if you're cold and you're lonely you've got one nickel only
with a thousand sweet kisses i'll cover you with a thousand sweet kisses i'll cover you
oh lover i'll cover you
yeah
oh lover i'll cover you
Monday, July 21, 2008
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Okay. Enough of the insensitivity posts. The world's been great for actually making my messenger work and keeping my closest and most trusted friends online even until the wee hourse of the morning. I FINALLY LET IT OUT.
They were right. If I'm not sure I'd be happy with whatever happens if I did "that", then I shouldn't at all think about doing "it". I'm so fickle-minded. I've made up my mind but when the opportunity comes, I back out. Call me coward but I gues I'm just too uncertain and that's because I am not INSENSITIVE.
And so, a week of chillin' comes to and end tonight. Hello group and BOD meetings. Hello exams. Hello group works. Hello everything!!! But it's ok. I think I've pretty much prepared myself for it.
But please oh please. I hope that very one thing improves before everything else boils down to nothing.
They were right. If I'm not sure I'd be happy with whatever happens if I did "that", then I shouldn't at all think about doing "it". I'm so fickle-minded. I've made up my mind but when the opportunity comes, I back out. Call me coward but I gues I'm just too uncertain and that's because I am not INSENSITIVE.
And so, a week of chillin' comes to and end tonight. Hello group and BOD meetings. Hello exams. Hello group works. Hello everything!!! But it's ok. I think I've pretty much prepared myself for it.
But please oh please. I hope that very one thing improves before everything else boils down to nothing.
Saturday, July 19, 2008
Friday, July 18, 2008
Hello Insensitivty 2
I just don't, ok? I don't.
And somehow I want to do it now but something is telling me that I have to think hard first. But you see, I just don't. But when that moment happens yet again, I know I just have to blurt it out.
Boo. I need someone to talk to at this very late hour but my ill-fated messenger isn't working, my best friend's probably sleeping and I think I'm resorting to sleeping it all away and hope for a better day tomorrow. Besides, I'd be out with Han and Mic. I guess a handful of inevitable laughter with them would be a great help.
Again I'd say, I just don't.
And somehow I want to do it now but something is telling me that I have to think hard first. But you see, I just don't. But when that moment happens yet again, I know I just have to blurt it out.
Boo. I need someone to talk to at this very late hour but my ill-fated messenger isn't working, my best friend's probably sleeping and I think I'm resorting to sleeping it all away and hope for a better day tomorrow. Besides, I'd be out with Han and Mic. I guess a handful of inevitable laughter with them would be a great help.
Again I'd say, I just don't.
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Hello insensitivity
Why oh why did Ox tell me that I'm so good in keeping what I feel? And then I just realized I'm not good at it. I'm actually great at it. But I tell you, it doesn't make me feel any better at all.
Wah.
There's just too many insensitive people and I just have to deal with them by being one. Thing is, I just am not insensitive and it's extremely grueling pretending to be fine with everything.
But then again, yes I'm great trying to be insensitive.
Boo insensitive people.
Wah.
There's just too many insensitive people and I just have to deal with them by being one. Thing is, I just am not insensitive and it's extremely grueling pretending to be fine with everything.
But then again, yes I'm great trying to be insensitive.
Boo insensitive people.
Monday, July 14, 2008
Dear fear,
I hate having to commute from UP to home. It's not even because of the pollution or the fact that I am commuting. This is so mababaw but I really abhor having to go through this every time I have to go home via public transpo...
I hate going up the newly-installed Katipunan footbridge. :( Yes, it's the one hanging underneath the highway to Libis. I'm very much scared of heights and every time I would have to go up the bridge, I would have to hold on to the railings, take a deep breath and walk very very very slowly. I'm so scared I can't even breathe properly. :( I sound so pathetic but it's true. Every time I go up, I feel so suffocated and I just try to contain myself so I would stop pulsating.
Hmp. But credits to MMDA, I won't have to criss-cross the highway just to get to the other side. Then again, I AM SO SCARED!!!
I must get over this fear. I've been dealing with this ever since the word "height" was coined. Haha. I don't even have the guts to stand before those terrace-like openings inside malls. It's just so scary. I feel like I'm about to fall every time. People concerned have been trying to help me outgrow it by actually making me stand on railings telling me they'd hold on. But even before I step closer and see what's there to see below, I feel weak and nauseous.
I think I need serious help already.
Hehe.
I hate going up the newly-installed Katipunan footbridge. :( Yes, it's the one hanging underneath the highway to Libis. I'm very much scared of heights and every time I would have to go up the bridge, I would have to hold on to the railings, take a deep breath and walk very very very slowly. I'm so scared I can't even breathe properly. :( I sound so pathetic but it's true. Every time I go up, I feel so suffocated and I just try to contain myself so I would stop pulsating.
Hmp. But credits to MMDA, I won't have to criss-cross the highway just to get to the other side. Then again, I AM SO SCARED!!!
I must get over this fear. I've been dealing with this ever since the word "height" was coined. Haha. I don't even have the guts to stand before those terrace-like openings inside malls. It's just so scary. I feel like I'm about to fall every time. People concerned have been trying to help me outgrow it by actually making me stand on railings telling me they'd hold on. But even before I step closer and see what's there to see below, I feel weak and nauseous.
I think I need serious help already.
Hehe.
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Seriously, I'm drained. I've been faxing and calling companies all morning. I would have to stop in a while because I have to get ready for school. Oh my. I guess this is what I have to pay for going out last night. Haha. But hey, I needed that break. My eyes are already sore and I still have like 50 companies to work on. My goodness. What have I gotten myself into again? Haha.
I'm quite excited about tomorrow's external bonding. It's a first for me since I became a member. Yes, that's how hard it is to gather members (most especially those from exte, haha). Now that almost everyone agreed to come and even external alumni are dropping by, I can't wait for tomorrow! I hope everything goes well. :)
Aside from those faxing and calling things I do for exte, I've also been visiting Recto. Call me sheltered (Nikko does) but it's really an adventure for me to go to places as such. I first went there with Nikko so he can teach me how to get there via LRT2 and help in canvassing pvc cards. It was easy, I must say. Then one day, due also to some reasons, I dared myself to go alone. What the hell would go wrong? I would just have to ride a Katipunan jeep, walk to the LRT Station, shoot my coins into the slot, get my card, board the train and get off at Recto Station. How easier could that be? And so I did just that and I finally reached Recto. I almost got lost looking for the shop we talked to during our first visit. All stalls look alike but fortunately, I found it! So yey for me. I did what I have to do at the stall and went back to the LRT station so I could go back to UP. I told you, it was easy. So why in the freakin' world did I get lost inside the LRT Station?! Wah. That was such a stupid incident but I, with all my pride, did not dare text or call anyone to help me. So I spent some time trying to figure out where I really should be. haha A little traumatic but I guess I know better now that I've been going their thrice (ok, not alone but the next time I travel alone, I won't get lost anymore).
WANTED
Superb movie! I wasn't really into it at first. I thought it was boring and I just didn't want to tell Nikko because I think he likes it. Boys want action flicks (he's a fan of Bring it On, though haha) what else can I do? The first few scenes were very unrealistic and I thought we'd end up like how we did after watching The Covenant... perplexed. Hehe It's like Mr. and Mrs. Smith (not because Angelina's part of the movie) only a lot better. The twist was great and the overturn was amazing. The action scenes were so so cool. Angelina was hot (haha)! But she really was! :) It's a must-see! It's more than just an action flick. It's like Da Vinci's Code mixed with Battle Royale and Mr. and Mrs. Smith's twist. :) I guarantee you, it's worth your moolah. :)
I'm quite excited about tomorrow's external bonding. It's a first for me since I became a member. Yes, that's how hard it is to gather members (most especially those from exte, haha). Now that almost everyone agreed to come and even external alumni are dropping by, I can't wait for tomorrow! I hope everything goes well. :)
Aside from those faxing and calling things I do for exte, I've also been visiting Recto. Call me sheltered (Nikko does) but it's really an adventure for me to go to places as such. I first went there with Nikko so he can teach me how to get there via LRT2 and help in canvassing pvc cards. It was easy, I must say. Then one day, due also to some reasons, I dared myself to go alone. What the hell would go wrong? I would just have to ride a Katipunan jeep, walk to the LRT Station, shoot my coins into the slot, get my card, board the train and get off at Recto Station. How easier could that be? And so I did just that and I finally reached Recto. I almost got lost looking for the shop we talked to during our first visit. All stalls look alike but fortunately, I found it! So yey for me. I did what I have to do at the stall and went back to the LRT station so I could go back to UP. I told you, it was easy. So why in the freakin' world did I get lost inside the LRT Station?! Wah. That was such a stupid incident but I, with all my pride, did not dare text or call anyone to help me. So I spent some time trying to figure out where I really should be. haha A little traumatic but I guess I know better now that I've been going their thrice (ok, not alone but the next time I travel alone, I won't get lost anymore).
WANTED
Superb movie! I wasn't really into it at first. I thought it was boring and I just didn't want to tell Nikko because I think he likes it. Boys want action flicks (he's a fan of Bring it On, though haha) what else can I do? The first few scenes were very unrealistic and I thought we'd end up like how we did after watching The Covenant... perplexed. Hehe It's like Mr. and Mrs. Smith (not because Angelina's part of the movie) only a lot better. The twist was great and the overturn was amazing. The action scenes were so so cool. Angelina was hot (haha)! But she really was! :) It's a must-see! It's more than just an action flick. It's like Da Vinci's Code mixed with Battle Royale and Mr. and Mrs. Smith's twist. :) I guarantee you, it's worth your moolah. :)
Sunday, July 6, 2008
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