(This is such a big contradiction to my positivity post. I just felt the need to let this out)

Dear God,

Thank you for tonight. I really had a great time with my friends and I hope I'd be given more time to do that. But again, thank you. That little time sufficed to treat me of a tedious day.

I've been pretty busy the past few days. I've been lacking sleep and the want to do stuff I know I should do. I'm starting to fidget about those stuff I am currently busy with. I'm starting to be unstable with my moods. I tend to get annoyed easily. I actually get frustrated easily. I vent my frustrations to people who, I think, deserve it. I end up getting grumpy and finding reasons in them and put the blame on them for my unwanted mood.

Good Lord, help me stop myself from being too fragile. Help me to not submit myself entirely to the situation. Help me find inspiration in every single person I encounter whether they are against me or not. Help me pull things through with a sincere smile on my face.

I don't want to be grumpy anymore. I don't want to project my feelings to other people anymore. Please enlighten me during those times when I find myself on the verge of grumpyness. Whenever I am about to seethe, please send an angel to my touch my lips and make a smile out of it.

Thank you Lord.

I love you.

Amen.