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So I figured I'm not so much of a silent type and I can't keep this site on hiatus for so long. I actually opened a wordpress account because I thought I'm ready for "serious" blogging. After a while I realized I just chose a 'so-pa-cool' (haha) layout for it and nothing serious has been crossing my mind.

Wah. I'm so tired right now because Nikko and I helped out the new set of BOD. It was so much fun despite the gruelling rain. I'm actually expecting to be sick in a few days because I do get colds due to even the slightest drizzle and I've been so tamad to take in my vitamins. Hehe

I should be in Davao right now with my mom to visit Lolo Undo. Apparently, I'm stuck here at home finding joy in every dvd we have even if it means watching the films 939434 gazillion times! I really should have went there with mom but she's staying there for a night only and I think it would really be such a waste of money to fly that far and to stay just for a night. I actually told her that I can stay there for a few more days but dad would be lonely here at home. So yes, I had to stay. :(

Haha.

Nothing much much. I should get some sleep now. :) I hope badi will have a great time tomorrow. :)(:

Wordless

I have dealt with a lot of complicated stuff lately and despite my want to release every single pain-slash-stress-slash-angst I have, I cannot find the perfect words to convey how it has and continuously make me feel.

All I know is that I have never been this closer to God. I've been clinging on Him and He never failed me. He may not give me whatever I have asked for but He has been providing me with enough source of strength.

'Til I find the zest of writing substantial and rather inspiring thoughts, I will keep this blogsite on hiatus and just probably plurk my feelings away. :)

It's frustrating when you know you want to let it out but you can't in any way possible.

Sad but at least I know where to get happiness.

Hhhaaayy..

This too shall pass.

Tagged by hannibal :)

Rule #1:
If you open this you take it.
Rule #2:
You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks.
Rule #3:
Tag thirteen people.

Answer True or False

Q: Kissed someone on your friends list?
True

Q: Been arrested?
False

Q: Do you like someone?
True

Q: Held a snake?
True

Q: Been suspended from school?
False

Q: Sang karaoke?
True
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
True

Q: Laughed until you started crying?
True

Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
False

Q: Kissed in the rain?
False

Q: Sang in the shower?
True

Q: Sat on a roof top?
True

Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
False

Q: Broken a bone?
False

Q: Shaved your head?
False

Q: Played a prank on someone?
True

Q: Shot a gun?
False

Q: Donated Blood?
False

LAST PERSON.
1. You hung out with?
Mom

2. You texted?
Palma

3. You were in a car with?
Mom

4. Went to the movies with?
Nikko

5. Person you went to shop with?
Mom

6. You talked on the phone?
I don't remember. I don't use the phone often :)

7. Made you laugh?
Indirectly.. GERALD DIN!

8. You hugged?
Hhhmm

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...
1. Sun or moon?
Moon

2. Winter or Fall?
Winter

3. Left or Right?
Right

4. Sunny or rainy?
Sunny

5. Where do you live?
Antipolo City

6. Club or pub?
Stat Builkding

7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on?
Yes

8. Do you want to get married?
Yes

9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
Twirl

10. What time is it?
10:38 pm

11. Are you afraid of commitment?
At times

12. What is your greatest hope/wish?
That this too shall pass.

13. Do you cook?
I'm trying :)

14. Current mood?
melancholic

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...
1. Kissed someone?
Yes

2. Sang?
Yes

3. Listened to music?
Yes

4. Danced Crazy?
No

5. Cried?
Yes

6. Liked someone you can't have?
No

25 FIRSTS .....
1. Who was your first prom date?
Did not go out with one

2. Who was your first roommate?
Ate

3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time?
Slammer.

4. What was your first job?
Crying Lady

5. What was your first car?
CRV

6. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing?
Forgot

8. Who was your first grade teacher?
Dah?

11. Who was your first best friend?
Omg I don't know!

12. Who was your first best friend in high school?
Patnog :)

13. Where was your first sleepover?
Lorraine's, Grade 7. :)

14. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day?
Hhhmmm. I text Nikko first.

15. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a Bridesmaid or groomsman?
First time?? I don't remember.

16. What's the first thing you did when you got up this morning?
Sleep more --- I agree!

17. What was the first concert you went to?
Forgot

18. What was the last concert you went to?
Craig David's

19. First tattoo or piercing?
Ears

20. First celebrity crush?
Dingdong Dantes! hahahaha (TGIS days)

21. Current celebrity crush?
Jessica Alba (tomboy pala e haha)

22. First crush?
I don't remember his name but he was my busmate back in prep.

23. Current crush?
Hhhhmm?

24. First date?
o?

25. First time you tied your shoe laces?
Forgot

Five names you go by:
1. Fay
2. Kaye
3. Kristina
4. Badi (hahaha)
5.

Three things you are wearing right now:
1. Shirt
2. Shorts
3. Underwear

Three things you want very badly at the moment:
1. To forget about everything that had happened during the last 2 weeks
2. That I wake up to October already
3. That I'd be happy again

Two things you did last night:
1. Prayed for happiness
2. Hoped for happiness

Two things you ate today:
1. Cinnamon swirl!!! :D
2. Rice

Two people you last talked to on the phone:
Didn't use the phone today :)

Three things you are going to do tomorrow:
1. Watch a movie?
2. Eat
3. sleep

Two longest car rides:
1. Baguio
2. Quezon

Favorite beverages:
1. Java Chip
2. c2 apple
3.iced tea

I tag everyone

I don't know what to think of anymore.

I've been so down. :(

I don't know if I should start questioning how catholic exclusive schools for girls were more than a decade ago. Apparently, ate has been missing out a lot on CLE. :))

Today, my family and I went to visit 14 churches for the visita iglesia. While looking for a parking space at Sto. Domingo Church, ate read out something from one of their tarpaulins: "Siyete Palabras".

Ate: Ano ung Siyete Palabras?
(*everyone apalled*)

Me: Uhmm.. Seven Last Words?
Ate: Ha??
Mom: "I thirst", "Father, forgive them...." diba?
Ate: Ha? Seven Last Words
(*everyone nods and then I caught her counting with her fingers!!!*)
Ate: I... Thirst... Father... forgive... Them... For... ....... Hala!! Sosobra sa seven!

Everyone: OMG. :))

(PS. We did not go to the same highschool so I'm referring to some other all-girls school )

What irks me most is that we know what's the real cause of everything but people are blatantly denying what it is.

Deal with the matter the way it should be dealt with. Don't inject circumstances other people don't have anything to do with.

Mahiya naman tayo sa mga taong nadadamay.