I thought today was my lucky day. I can swear I really felt lucky and I, with all my incorrigible positivity, thought nothing will go wrong or put me down today. I don't feel this way all the time. But the moment I stepped out of the house, I felt all flushed with a stroke of extreme luck. Haha. I really really really felt super duper, extra, unimaginably, undeniably, perfectly, grabe lucky.
Apparently (to me I guess), today wasn't what I thought it would be. But boo, I don't care.
I've got tomorrow to feel lucky again. :) Well, I hope. I'm positive :)
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You see, I'm trying to change how I look at things. Rather than being sad or paying attention to things that don't deserve a shit, I'll just spend time finding many many other reasons to smile and yey for me! It's been very very effective. :) Positivity! Positivity! Positivity is the thing to be! :)
Nonetheless, I'm still wondering if it's positivity that's really fueling me right now or if I'm just trying to let myself grow lethargically apathetic about things that, in the real world, really do bring me down.
Apathy. Wow. Hhhmm. Being nonchalant sparingly helps a lot. I think it's healthy sometimes. Should I? :)
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
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