I think I should start eliminating my identity in the world wide web. But the question is how. I don't even know passwords to my previous accounts or if I did have any accounts other than Multiply, Facebook, Friendster and this.

My uncle, this afternoon, admitted googling each of our names online. When he did mine, he found results about my passing college entrance exams, alumni listings and whatnots. All of a sudden I remembered I had blogs before. Private, not secret but private blogs. My mom once stumbled upon a blog containing an entry about this girl crushing enormously on a guy. She found it after googling my name and then started dropping hints when she got home. I totally did not know what she was talking about so I googled my name and found the entry she was referring to. Turns out, it was my friend, Ching's blog. My name directed her to Ching's site because I was enlisted in her list.

And what's worse? My mom told my dad that crushing thing even if it wasn't me!

Hay naku!

Anyway, I just don't want relatives to actually have a scoop on my entire social life and then crucify me about how I behave online. Haha

Basta.

Jason Mraz always takes my heart away :)

Do you hear me,
I’m talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I’m trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh

They don’t know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I’ll wait for you I promise you, I will

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we’re in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I’m sailing through the sea
To an island where we’ll meet
You’ll hear the music fill the air
I’ll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you’re all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I’m lucky we’re in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

I'm back!

... home and online! :)

I missed online life for quite some time because of my faulty connection. I was not able to access my mails and log in to YM. The only sites I was able to visit were Multiply, Facebook and CRS. Boo. Today, I decided to turn off the modem for hours and when I tried logging in, it finally worked. Hmp. I should have done it before.

Anyway, I just got from our semplan. Yey! It was, by far, the most relaxing semplan I have ever been to. First because it's 2nd sem and second, we were at Crowne Plaza. :) Credits to my cousin, Ate Ying, for giving us a huge discount on the hotel room rates.

I'm very much tamad to blog about all the things we did. So, just visit my multiply and let the pictures speak for themselves. :)

clickity!

A few conversations that really made me laugh today: :)

Person 1: Liz, the greatest liar haha

Before the start of review class, I texted her this morning:
"Prince David tayo diba?"
I didn't get a reply. After 30 mins of wondering where my friend was, I convinced myself that she's at the other building. But she suddenly showed up beside me...

me: O! Dito ka ba?!
Liz: Hindi. I had to lie! hehe
me: How?!
Liz: Yung girl dun sa center, ung masungit pinapunta akong 2nd floor. Then pag-akyat ko tinanong ko si sir san ung english. Sabi niya sa kabila (Prince David). So I went down to the front desk uli.

*Front Desk*
Liz: Miss, sabi ni sir hindi daw ako dito.
Receptionist: Dito ka, sabi sa card mo.
Liz: Hindi, nagkamali daw siya.
Receptionist: Okay

*So she walked to Prince David*
*Front Desk*
Receptionist: Hindi ka dito. Dun ka sa kabila
Liz: Dito ako. Sabi nung miss sa kabila nagkamali sila.
Receptionist: Okay.

Andaming nagkamali. Aaaawww Liz! The things you have to go through just to be with me! :p

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Person 2: Dad
He was looking at mom intently and scrutinizing her skin

Dad: Nag-m-metathione ka pa ba?!
Mom: Hindi na. Bakit?
Dad: BAKIT HINDI KA NA NAGM-METATHIONE?!
*mom pouts*
Me: Bakit ako hindi pwede mag-metathione?
dad: because you're beautiful. :)
Mom: MEANING?!

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Person 3: This is the ultimate winner

Me: Ma, sabi ng mom ni Nikko I have to get an x-ray for my jaw. Kasi nag-c-click siya everytime..... blah blah blah
Mom: Kaya siguro maliit ears mo anak......... (sobbing)
Me: HA?!
Mom: Mamamamatay na anak koooo.............. (sobbing)
Me: MA!!!!!!!
Mom: Mamamatay rin akooo................ (sobbing)
Me: MA! Di ako ooperahan or something! Pinapahid lang ung gamot!
*mom straightens up*
Mom: Ah ganun ba, okay.

I've been online since yesterday and my laptop's already been running more than 24 hours straight and counting! Haha I've been helping my friends out with their paper and trying to be a "yaya". It's not like I want it but I tried cooking pansit canton for them and ended up messing up in the kitchen. I think I should give up trying to learn how to cook. I can't even cook a damn pansit canton! Ggggrrr

Well anyway, I guess I have to react to Mic's post about him beating me in Word Race and Literati. The fact that he had to post his triumph makes me feel SUPREME. :)) Lova ya Mic. :) GLORY WAS HIS WHEN HE BEAT ME. I was, again, SUPREME. :)) I may have poor reflexes but I resent anyone telling me I am very much poor in english. hahaha Joke :)

I haven't had enough sleep and I'm hoping to get one by the time I go home. And then tomorrow, salon salon salon! :)

That's it. :)

These are pictures I took last week during my breaks from studying. Hahahaha My dog
My room's light

Red Bell Peppers haha

Blah Blah.

Day 2 of Sembreak and I'm starting to get bored. Hehe. I slept at around 5am, woke up at 11, read The Time Traveler's Wife, slept, watched OTH, Gossip Girl, read and pretty much went on my day doing the same thing. Hehe

Now i'm trying to answer the Unilever essay and my head's blank. Ack! I have to think think think.

That's all :)

Highschool Highschool Highschool

Since it's already my sembreak, I decided to start it with the people I missed the most... highschool friends! But before going to Greenbelt, I dropped by Palma's because I was too early for the 4pm call time. While lethargically waiting for time to speed up, I browsed through old albums/scrapbook Palma made. I saw pictures from highschool normal days, field trips, retreats, prom, ball, cheering competitions and a lot more. Just then I realized...

I HAVE TO HAVE MY HIGHSCHOOL BODY BACK.

Damn. I know I am to blame (who else? haha). The summer after 4th year, I binged on every food I wanted. My mom tried to stop me but I told her that I can burn it because college would be painstakingly hard! Come freshman year, I was right. College is indeed hard but it did not occur to me that college also meant very long useless breaks! I found no means by which I can burn everything I was stuffed up with from the summer before! And the longer I stayed in UP, the more times I spend with friends, the more enticement I get to binge binge binge!

I remember paying visits to my highschool and trying to withstand my old teachers' comments that I've grown fatter over the few months. In the end they would say that it's more pleasant to see me that way than how I looked before (which ate referred to as my "adik-self"). But seeing the pictures was so frustrating. And so I decided that I should find ways to go back to my old body.

But then again, I realized that this is my last semester in college. I wouldn't want to spare having sumptuous lunch and untimely snacks at Long Island and isawans around the campus with my loved friends. So...

Next year na lang before work. Hahahahaha :) Must enjoy my last few months in college! :)

I dont' know what you're up to lately. So just stop it 'cause you're only earning yourself more 'disappointment' points. But since I'm still kind, I'm giving you the benefit of 'minimal' doubt because again, I'm sorry I don't understand. It's just not that easy to comprehend or I've been understanding enough even way way way way before that it has exhausted me already. Oh well. :)

On a much lighter note.......

First day of sembreak!!! Hello highschool friends! :) I'm going out tomorrow after I drop off external stuff at URC. Yay! I'm so excited. :)

Anyway, I'm busying myself reading Audrey Niffenegger's The Time Traveller's Wife :)a

Yey!!! I'm done... pretending. Haha

GUILTY

I am a very bad daughter.

My parents went out today and of course I decided not to go with them because I have to study. In fairness, I really am studying only a little loose about it. Haha I just don't feeling like having an intense study session because I totally don't understand what I'm studying!

So anyway, my parents were out. They called after a few hours asking if I wanted laptop sleeves for my Macbook. I was surprised because I've been asking them about it but they just shrug it off. But yes, they bought me a Mac laptop sleeves. And when I asked them why, they answered:

'Kasi kanina ka pa nag-aaral. Kawawa ka naman"

Oh my goodness. And so... INTENSE STUDYING STARTS NOW!!

procrastination for the last time

Oh my. I have an exam tomorrow in a course I barely understand and I haven't found the motivation to study. Haha. I'm so excited about my sembreak that I've been going about my days as if it is already sembreak! This is bad. :)

I'm starting in 14 minutes! :)

An exam away from Euphoria.

This is it!!! :)

4:30 AM.

WIDE AWAKE.

AND THE CLOCK TICKS........................................... STILL IM AWAKE

hhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Oh well :)

(Is this post serious enough?)

I AM A SERIOUS PERSON!

... well, I'm trying to be.

I've been meaning to make this blog a serious one. Y'know like those blogs with politics, life, cooking... anything serious! But it's just so hard when you're life isn't much of a serious one. Hahahahahaha

Hay naku. Senseless things. I'm too soup for anything right now!

Dear Han,

After too much use of my stalled brain, I got very exhausted and figured that I deserve a break. And so, I think it's time we push through our Caribbean tour. :) Ok, ok?

Lemme know! And inform Mic about it too! :) I'll be preparing the tickets as soon as I submit our paper on Monday.

Love love,

Fay


ASA. haha. I'm so tired!

BAD..

I get to watch TV more often now that sembreak is about to commence and I see this ad very very often. This has made its way to the list of bad advertisements I have ever seen. I think you all know why.

Okay, back to 45 mode :)

I do all my best to finish my studies because my parents (well, everyone else) tell me that it's my passport to the best employers in the whole wide world. I work my guts off to get into the bestest schools in the country and let their name shine with all their glory in my resume and be the primary factor for me to work in an institution worthy of the hardcore work I have done. Despite my occasional procrastisnation and blatant laziness, I know that I am working damn hard to finish studies! Haha That's because I have to have myself employed (not under- not un-)... EMPLOYED.

But honestly, if I would have a boss, I want it to be me, myself and I. That means I want my own business! Nikko and I sort of breezed through this topic today and I just realized I should start finding means on how I can put up my own business. I should start NOW. I've got so much going on around me but if I really want it, I will find time to focus on it.

So now I am researching about probable businesses I can enter. I actually have a business in mind and might be starting it this summer. I'll keep it a secret first until I get my hands on that business. My family has actually been doing it but since my parents are also busy with office work, they do it only during holidays and when they find ample time.

Sometimes I do find everything I do contradicting each other. I'm taking up review classes for Law School and then i'll be submitting something for some sort of managerial training and then I'm busying myself with this business stuff all of sudden. Hhhmm. Well. Everything will fall into place. Right now, I just have to finish college and everything else will follow. hahahaha

Anyway, anyway. I'll stop here. I'm researching for more business-for-dummies summin' summin'! :)(:

Business Intelligence

Yes. That's what I have been studying since last night and I haven't finished the coverage today. I've been reading 200++ slides and I intend to re-read them in a little while for more comprehension. Thank God it's interesting. Otherwise, I'd be off doing something else than reading it all over again!

I so regret donating all my Stat 132 (Non-Paramertric Statistics) course notes to FOPC. I should've listened when a friend told me I'd be needing it some time in the future. That future IS HAPPENING. Now I'm studying it online. I've been downloading a big time e-book on torrent and I've downloaded a few web pages as well. Aaarrgghh. I won't throw out my course notes ever again.

This is the last day I shall consider myself semi-free. After taking my 197 exam tomorrow, I will be pre-occupied with 145 paper and exam until Monday. And then i'll declare myself extremely free!! :)

Yay! :) CSI first, then off with 97 again :)

Oh wait, I hate inconsiderate people!

SEMBREAK

A few days more. Kaya pa 'to :)

97 exam
45 paper
45 exam

Must focus.

My insensitivity

I think I must admit that I am insensitive at times. This afternoon, while boarding a Katipunan jeep, I saw a long-lost friend. The last time we really had a chat was way back freshman year. After which, we lost communication even if she's always online and just a text away. And so I got excited asking how she was....

Friend: Huy! Kamusta na?
Me: Ok lang. You?
Friend: Ok lang din. Graduating ka na?.. blah blah blah
Me: Hopefully! Blah blah blah.................. So musta na kayo ng boyfriend mo? (I was referring to her boyfriend of six years!)
Friend: Break na kami e. (awkward silence).
Me: OMG. I'm so sorry. (awkward silence).
Friend: Hindi, ok lang yun, I don't condemn you.
Me: Sorry talaga. (long awkward silence). So......... kelan kayo nagbreak?

Friend: Uhm......... LAST WEEK.

Me: OMG. I'll just shut up. :)

I was too excited I was not even watching my words! Haha. She looked very very pretty so I thought she was perfectly fine. She didn't look like she just got out of a very long relationship. We just ended up laughing because I was so foul! haha

Insensitive!

After pretending to know (when in fact I was just tinkering) stuff about Eviews, I will take this night off. Tomorrow, I'd be swallowed by my laptop because I'd just be home reading big time ppt's for 197. Hhhaaayy. I can do this. I'm fortunate enough to start my sembreak on the 20th. Nonetheless, I promised to help out my friends. :)

I hope I can get to sleep properly tonight. I've been sleeping around 3am for the past days. I go to bed around 1am and despite trying hard to sleep (and thinking of thoughts that could doze me off) I still find myself wide awake. What is wrong with me?

madness

After reading Rhonda Byrne's The Secret, I decided to utilize "the secret" in my oh so beautiful life... haha And so to ease my weary heart and mind this hell week,

I am letting the world know that I...........

HAVE STUDIED EAGERLY FOR TOMORROW'S EXAM.
HAVE MEMORIZED ALL FORMULA AND DENSITY FUNCTIONS.
HAVE DISCERNED EVERY CONCEPT THERE IS.
HAVE UNDERSTOOD AND CAN ENUMERATE ALL THE THEOREMS.

More importantly,

I WILL PERFECT TOMORROW'S EXAM. haha

Okay, I think this isn't what the book is trying to teach me. But it helps to have exaggerated positivity for a while. I really should be shutting this laptop down and read read read read. But my mind's tired already. I think I have to rest and then resume studying tomorrow.

Hello hell week. Glad you came :) ( O diba, POSITIVITY!)

IMMA GET YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JUST YOU WAIT!

My brain needs escape so here I am :)) I won't be surprised if I find myself cramming tomorrow!

I caught Cheska Garcia and Doug Kramer's wedding snippets on TV this afternoon. Their vows were so... aaawww. I wonder how mine and my future husband's would be like. Hahahaah

Ack! Non sense! The wedding just seemed spectacular and I sort wandered of about my own wedding. I actually forgot my thoughts about this matter but Han suddenly shared photos of Cheska's wedding on YM. Boo. Hahaha

When we turn out the lights................................. :) :) :)

My dad

A few benta conversations with my dad. He does have a sense of humor. He's just not aware of it and actually considers it as intellect.

Scene 1: Discussing with him the notion of acquiring another car.....

Me: Kasi pa, mas madali. Hindi na kayo ma-ha-hassle sa paghatid....... etc etc (and all advantages I can think of)

Dad (with his eyes wide-open as if he thought of something very brilliant): Anak, ok lang yan. May pinag-aaralan naman ako ngayon...

Me: Ano yun?

Dad: TELEPORTATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Scene 2: This is actually a phone conversation with him. Right now, he's in SanFo and he called to tell me he's buying clothes for pasalubong. Wherever he goes, he doesn't forget to buy me shirts. Unfortunately, he buys me T-shirts and gets offended when I don't wear them to school. And so before he made a purchase.............

Dad: I'm buying you shirts right now.

Me: Pa! Yung baby tee! Sabihin mo ... BABY TEE!!!

Dad: Ano?!! Ano ung pang-BABY?! BAKIT?!

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Scene 3: Every night, before I go to sleep, I go to my parents' room and kiss them goodnight. Sometimes I sleep too late that when I get to their room, they're already in deep sleep. I try to approach them, nonetheless. So as I was about to kiss my dad, he awoke and exclaimed.....

Dad: Sino ka?! Sino ka?! (positioning his fist as if he was going to punch me)

haha
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Scene 4: He always claims to be a UP Law graduate. Thing is, he's not and everyone knows that. He just loves teasing me about it. If you listen to the radio every so often, you might have heard of the UP quiz and I dared him to answer all questions correctly to prove he was indeed from UP. He got almost all 5 questions right (well, about the UP Ikot fare, I didn't know if he was right) but that one thing that got us all laughing:

Question: Saang kanta galing ang line na "Di pa rin magbabago ang damdamin"?

With all conviction he answered............................

Dad: UP Kong Minamahal!!!!!
Us: Ha? UP Naming Mahal!
Dad: Kelan lang yan binago. Nung panahon ko, UP Kong Minamahal yun.

hahahahaha
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Hahahaha. I think I'm just missing him right now.

TONIGHT...

... I shall welcome............ HELL WEEK. This means that I will....................

start studying for 146 today
finish all eng30 requirements on Sunday
submit to Mic all eng30 requirements on Monday
start studying for 197 on Tuesday
start studying for 145 on Thursday
work on the 145 paper every time I have to until the deadline

:)

I sometimes hate the media. They provide too much information and it's no longer healthy. Fine, it's their job but they have to know when to draw the line.

I guess the most apparent example to show that sometimes they do cross borders even if they compromise their lives is that time when Ces Drilon was held captive in Sulu. She broke rules and guidelines putting herself and her entire team in dire danger. But I won't dwell on that. So many stories and insights have been written about it.

Now, what urged me to feel this tinge of hatred?

It's that Wowowee segment when a lola accidentally showed her boobs nationwide. Her boobs was on display during the aforementioned afternoon show.... PRIMETIME SHOW, must I say. A lot saw it already so was there a need to put it on the news later that night?! I think not. Even if she is THAT old, the old woman deserved respect. It's like doubling her humiliation and finding more people to make fun of what happened.

Nakakainis.

Media people should sometimes think twice about those things they broadcast to the whole nation. I don't want to think it's just for the sake of their ratings. But what purpose would broadcasting to everyone an old woman's boobs serve? Sometimes the media looks pathetic already. They find every little thing controversial and it no longer matters if they're stepping on other people. All that matters is THEY HAVE GOT TO HAVE A STORY.

That very few seconds they aired that clip on news would've been more substantial if they aired clips about other Filipinos from remote areas, etc etc etc.

:)(:

Thank you Lord for him. :)

THE MOMENT OF TRUTH

Wow.

I'm currently watching The Moment of Truth on Star World. It's that game show where you have to answer all questions truthfully for you to win five hundred thousand dollars. Sounds quite easy but it gets all too emotionally-tormenting as it goes on. And at this moment the player (a girl) is being asked.... "Do you think you were in love with a former boyfriend during your wedding day?" and she answered... YES. Mind you, her husband is with her.

Now, she's a question closer to 100,000 dollars and her ex-bf is asking the question: "Do you believe I'm the man you should be married to?" and she freakin' answered... YES. Omg.

Is the money even worth it???

feeling bobo :(

I just got my diagnostic exam results this morning and I....

I.......

I..........

I...............

I...................

feel so bobo. :(  Aaarrgghh Haha.  This might be my karma and so I promise with all my freakin' heart that I....

WILL STOP MOCKING BUDDY FOR HIS ENGLISH.

WILL STOP MOCKING BUDDY FOR HIS ENGLISH.

WILL STOP MOCKING BUDDY FOR HIS ENGLISH.

WILL STOP MOCKING BUDDY FOR HIS ENGLISH.

WILL STOP MOCKING BUDDY FOR HIS ENGLISH.

WILL STOP MOCKING BUDDY FOR HIS ENGLISH.

WILL STOP MOCKING BUDDY FOR HIS ENGLISH.

WILL STOP MOCKING BUDDY FOR HIS ENGLISH.

WILL STOP MOCKING BUDDY FOR HIS ENGLISH.

WILL STOP MOCKING BUDDY FOR HIS ENGLISH.

WILL STOP MOCKING BUDDY FOR HIS ENGLISH.

WILL STOP MOCKING BUDDY FOR HIS ENGLISH.

WILL STOP MOCKING BUDDY FOR HIS ENGLISH.

WILL STOP MOCKING BUDDY FOR HIS ENGLISH.

I.WILL.STOP.MOCKING.BUDDY. FOR. HIS. ENGLISH!

Just when I though I am adequate, I feel a sudden rush of incompetence.  Gggrr.  And so I'm leaving for the bookstore right now and find a substantial pocketbook I will feed my vocabulary/creativity-stalled brain with!  

Goodbye!

BOYS BOYS BOYS

Disclaimer: This is not a malandi post. :P I'm just trying to put into words how I perceive my boy friends (yes, emphasis on the space between the b and f words).

As most people know, I grew up in a somewhat secluded environment. I had nuns, female teachers, female friends, classmates, female etc etc etc enclosing me. Everything around me was feminine. I made the best out of my years in school without any constant connection to boys other than neighbors and those we forcefully acquaint ourselves with during school interactions. I grew up without experiencing much chivalry aside from those I get from my dad, cousins and fortunately a few gentlemen I meet. I grew up carrying the heaviest of my heaviest bags without waiting for someone to voluntarily get it from me. I sit on floors, corridors, anywhere I want to (must be clean enough, though) without really caring if it was unbecoming of a woman or not. All I know is that, I'm free to do what any one else could do.. what boys could for that matter.

Then came college. I got to know more and more and more and more boys. I learned from watching them, how CHECKING OUT GIRLS really happen. (And they're so damn good at it that I find it funny with their heads taking a 360-turn). I learned how comfortable it is to have them by your side and make them carry your luggage! Hahahahaha. I learned how beautiful it is to be a woman because you've got people to take care of you because they are THE MEN. Hahahahahaha. But what's the weirdest realization I have been trying to discern lately?

THAT BOYS ARE VERY VERY VERY VERY EMOTIONAL.

Okay, I won't generalize but that's what I notice with my friends. Haha. I don't know if it's just because they're having these emotional-slash-extraromantic-slash-must let it out moments all at the same time but they've been really cheesy! Hearing them say "friends forever" or get this.... "true friends" made me cringe a bit. Hahahaha I can't believe those words would ever make their way out of their mouths. I don't even remember having those kinds of conversation with any of my girl friends. And on random moments they'd open up and you're not ready for it just because you thought they're strong enough to hold it in.

But actually, I'm loving the fact that my boy friends are like that. I learn a lot from their views. More so, I now feel empathy for brokenhearted boys. I mean, they do get hurt too and like us, girls, they need that group cuddle (hahaha) or some people who would soften their hearts as they help mend his. It's not what he says or she says. Thing is, everyone gets hurt and everyone gets emotional. I can say that because I've been a witness to it for the past few days and counting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sometimes I find it funny when my boy friends drop uber emotional lines, stare blankly at nowhere and stay silent for a long time. But the moment they speak, I know it comes from somewhere deep and it's just not being emotional that's killing them... it's having to find someone to talk to and ease what they feel.

Aaaaaawwww. :)

I love my boy friends. They can just be so grabe downright EMO and it's so freaky!

To all of you, andito lang kami nila Keith. Hahahahahaha :)

EXTEME COBRALYN MOMEMT!

Everyone who takes Antipolo/Cogeo/Marikina (but primarily Antipolo) jeepneys can relate to my unrelentingly amazing adventure.

My mom sent me a message this afternoon telling me she won't be able to pick me up earlier than 8pm. My classes ended at 1 and I was dying to go home because I barely had sleep the night before. And so I decided to go home alone meaning, commute. My route involved a Katipunan jeep, Antipolo jeep and by choice, a trike.

I've been used to Antipolo jeepneys playing those taglish-rap-rnb (I don't know to what genre they belong to) during the long trip along Marcos Highway. They play it as loud as their speakers can. And if you go home by night, the lights inside the jeepney would suddenly turn green, orange, red...... etc. etc. It becomes a mobile bar in some way and the super-duper-rocketing speed of the jeepneys would make you move around the vehicle like everyone's swaying or must I say, dancing. Hahahaha

This afternoon was different. Yes, they were playing the taglish-rap-rnb songs. Yes, we were rocketing along Marcos Highway. But the song......... THE SONG....... THE SONG.............. MY GOODNESS...... THE SONG.

Enjoy...... Feast........ Extreme Cobralyn-level song. I searched the lyrics on the internet just so everyone who gets to read this would empathize. Hahaha READ EACH LINE.

Pangarap ko na matamis ay para sa iyo
Ang magkaanak tayo na puro bobo
Ang makasama ka sa iyo magkapamilya
Sa ilalim ng tulay duon kita ititira
Pangarap ko mabigyan kita ng kariton
Ikaw at ang anak natin magtutulak maghapon
Dahil ako’y walang silbe,ika’y magsisilbe
Ikaw at ang anak natin mamamasura lagi
Mas maswete tayo sa iba at mas mapalad
Dahil mamumuhay tayo na kapuspalad
Palagi tayong magdidildil ng asin
At ‘pag walang makain itutulog nalang natin
O my fiancee,listen to what i say
Magiging buhay natin kahirapan everyday
Walang-wala kang mapapala ‘yan ay asahan mo
Dahil ‘di ako magkakaroon ng trabaho

Chorus:

Girl,pwede ka bang maging asawa
Girl,habang-buhay tayong magsasama
Pero hindi ka pwedeng magreklamo
At lahat ng ito’y dapat titiisin mo
At ang mahalaga,ay no return no exchange tayo
O ano? O sey mo?Oh…

Bawat segundo ng buhay mo bigla mag-iiba
Buhay sa kalsada iyong matatamasa
Ititira kita sa bahay ko na madilim
Dalawang beses isang linggo hapunan lang tayo kakain
Hindi na natin matutupad mga pangarap
Ikaw at ako magsasama sa paghihirap
Sa simbahan mamamalimos ka maghapon
Habang ako’y manghoholdap at mang-i-snatch na cellphone
At lalaking baluga ang ating anak
Pati sa iskwelahan hindi sila makakaapak
ganyan kita kamahal,ako’y magbabakal
Kakainin na lang natin aking pangsusugal
Inaalay ko sa ‘yo buhay ko sa basurahan
Pinapangako ko sa ‘yo tayo’y walang kinabukasan
Walang iwanan hanggang sa tayo’y tumanda
Inibig mo ‘ko,girl, kaya wala kang napala
Binuntis kita agad kaya ‘di ka na nakapalag
Sa ayaw mo’t sa gusto kasama mo ‘ko magdamag
Sa wakas may katabi na ring matulog sa estero
Magsisiksikan tayo sa aking bahay kubo
Di ka pababayaan,iingatan nakagwantes kang magkakalkal basurahan
Pero ‘wag mag-alala kasama mo ating anak
Habang ako ay tulala ikaw nama’y puro iyak
Promise ko iti-treat ko ang buong family
Mag-aabang kakain ng tira-tira sa Jollibee
Para germ-free,para iwas sa sakit
Kapag panis na,iinitin lang ulit

Mamumuhay tayo ng marangal
Hindi tayo kakain ng almusal
Gutom natin titiisin lang lilipas din naman
Mamumuhay tayong walang luho sa katawan

Repeat Chorus

Hey yo!
Pa’ano na kung hinda mo ako naging sikat na moviestar
At natsambahan mo akong maging asawa
Araw-araw tanduay,araw-araw tambay
Imbes na Rockwell du’n tayo sa tulay
At sa palengke nag-aabang ng bigay
Ng mag buntot ng baboy at bulok na gulay
Pupunta ng Channel 7 tiyak na dun kasama ka
Sa mga artista manghihingi ng barya
Pambili ng ukay-ukay na may mantsa na steak
Expired na de-lata,botoks na puto cake
At tayo’y nasa Malate alas siyete ng gabi
Ibubugaw kita at isasakay sa taxi
Pero thank Godbiniyayaan ako kaya
‘Di mo mararanasan mga bagay na ‘to



I know the guy in front of me was watching my reactions. At some point I exclaimed.. "What?!" Hahaha I don't know what I'd do to any guy who'd sing me this song. I think the last two lines are supposed to negate the whole song but it didn't work. haha. This song is too.. I DON'T KNOW.

WHAT THE?! haha Must love Antipolo jeeps! haha

And so ate treated me to a cup of coffee at Starbucks tonight.  I was actually excited to grab one because I told myself I will stay up late burning the midnight oil.  So now it's late (more like early in the morning) and I'm still up but I'M NOT STUDYING!  Aaarrgghhh.  I got exhausted already so I'm doing things I shouldn't really be doing on a night before an exam I barely studied for.  

I'm preparing for something I know I shouldn't be pressured about but apparently, I've been preoccupied with it.  Hopefully it will be worth it.  Hhhmmm.  Are you excited?  Hahahaha.  I think some people are.  :)  

Random.. random.. random thoughts....

What's taking the damn file too long to save?!!!!!!!!

Tomorrow's exam:  Chapters 9-12.  What I have with me?  Chapters 9-11.  Yey.  Goodness gracious.

And now the file won't open.  Darn.  I did it for like an hour!

WTF?!   It won't open!  I have a deadline!!!!  Aaarrghhh.  Now my plans are ruined.  Boo!