frustration

I am so freakin' sad and frustrated tonight. I want to study for my 47 exam. A day and half makes me confident enough. Now I'm missing a half day of studying. Gggr. I lost my readings or (hopefully) I left it at the tambayan along with a number of pertinent documents. Goodness gracious. I just want to study right now. That way, I won't have to worry much tomorrow. Worse, I have classes 'til the afternoon tomorrow which leaves me a few hours to study. Aaarrgggh. I hate it.

Why oh why does this have to happen?

And so I'm once again keeping myself busy with org stuff. I MUST MAKE MYSELF PRODUCTIVE in some other ways. My free hours tomorrow shall be for 47 and 47 alone. Call me nerd, but really, I don't understand a thing in that course and studying (must I say, discerning it) on my own is the only way I get by. I'm envying everyone studying right now!!!

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On a lighter and more fun note, I want to party. Haha. I don't know. I just want to spend a night off. I'm not even that stressed yet but I just want to be with company of friends and talking about fun fun fun fun stuff. But as it is, every night is spent with my fax machine, cellphone and computer. Hahahaha

I miss Greenbelt environment. My goodness, I haven't been there for the longest time. Greenbelt keeps me relaxed because I'm literally far from stress. Haha. Let's go! Let's go!!!

Aaaarrrrrgggggh. Examination season. MUST FOCUS.

Forgive me for the incoherence. As I type, DSL's down. I don't even know if I can post this. Very beautiful evening. I thnk I'm sleeping this all away.

Boo life. Boo my readings. (I'm so scared because I wrote something on it which says "KAMUKHA NI SIR SI JOKER")

aaarrgghh.