Dear fear,

I hate having to commute from UP to home. It's not even because of the pollution or the fact that I am commuting. This is so mababaw but I really abhor having to go through this every time I have to go home via public transpo...

I hate going up the newly-installed Katipunan footbridge. :( Yes, it's the one hanging underneath the highway to Libis. I'm very much scared of heights and every time I would have to go up the bridge, I would have to hold on to the railings, take a deep breath and walk very very very slowly. I'm so scared I can't even breathe properly. :( I sound so pathetic but it's true. Every time I go up, I feel so suffocated and I just try to contain myself so I would stop pulsating.

Hmp. But credits to MMDA, I won't have to criss-cross the highway just to get to the other side. Then again, I AM SO SCARED!!!

I must get over this fear. I've been dealing with this ever since the word "height" was coined. Haha. I don't even have the guts to stand before those terrace-like openings inside malls. It's just so scary. I feel like I'm about to fall every time. People concerned have been trying to help me outgrow it by actually making me stand on railings telling me they'd hold on. But even before I step closer and see what's there to see below, I feel weak and nauseous.

I think I need serious help already.

Hehe.